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Name: Martine
Country: United States
State: Maine
Metro: Bangor
Birthday: 7/29/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: sports (all of them...except golf, that's not a sport) various foods & drinks
Expertise: clownin' :P
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 11/17/2004

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Love. Angel. Music. Baby. (Deluxe)
By Gwen Stefani
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i have decided that online web journals are useless.  so this will indeed be my last entry.  they are simply tools for people to complain, whine, and cry about things that they don't have the desire, need, or confidence to change in their lives.  simply, if you wanted/needed/were able to change an aspect of your life in order to better your situation, by human nature, wouldn't you?  yes, you would.  it's a cry for attention.  for intangible "props" as one might call it.  frankly, i'm exasperatingly exhausted from all of it.  so to the whiners, i give you all cheese.

i gave out some extreme, deeply injuring opinions last night, and i've realized a few things from my venting.  when you have a strong, unbreakable bond with a friend, it is just that, unbreakable.  it is untouchable.  it cannot be harmed or abused, by neither party in the binding friendship, no matter what the circumstances.  it can only be built up, stronger and stronger, throughout the years, throughout the battles, tries, and tribulations.  so to the other party in the bond, hear me.

lastly, people think that love is a necessity.  being loved is a necessity for sane survival, yes, however you are loved by the people around you.  you do not need to find that one significant other in order to feel love.  you can even walk into the nearest mall, into the pet store, pick up an innocent puppy, and feel the radiating amounts of love being sent out from that small, beating heart.  if you are one of the ones to spend your whole life searching for "the one to love you", you are wasting your time.  you will not FIND your love.  in reality, it just happens.  you stumble upon each other by coincidence and accident.  so to you, the one who is in constant need of "a love"...please, take a look at the ones around you, the ones that do love you, have always have, and always will.

 

Gwen Stefani is the woman.


Thursday, January 13, 2005

Currently Playing
Dirty
By Sonic Youth
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looking out through the window right now...do you guys ever wonder what it would be like to live as an animal in the great outdoors?  i think i would like it.  very much.  fending for yourself...no cares or worries, simply the need for survival, for which you solely rely on yourself.  which animal would you prefer to be, you ponder.  i would like to be...not sure...i'll have to get back to you right now...i'm talking with my boyfriend's cleaning lady about the repulsive nature of the cleanliness of the world today...i'll be back with some words of insite according to Denise, the Maid Lady.  PEACEEE


Monday, December 13, 2004

Currently Playing
Tempted to Touch (Mixes)
By Rupee
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The things that I have learned in college so far:

-One cannot live on Ramen noodles alone.
-If one has nothing else to eat besides Ramen noodles, then one must live on Ramen noodles alone.
-Despite the fact the beer tastes like urine, I'll probably drink it excessively anyway.
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T1 internet connections rule.
-Flipflops are as important as soap, shampoo, etc.
-Frat parties are exactly like they are in the movies.
-It's not the "Freshman 15"...it's the "Freshman cup-size"  no no really...i'm growing boobs people
-Cheese doodles and Cream soda is the breakfast of champions.
-When they tell you to empty your fridge before you leave for vacation...they're not kidding.
-When they threaten you with triple cuts...they're not kidding.
-Fire alarms suck.
-Weekends start on Thursday and last through Monday @ noon.

The three most important thing I've learned at college so far is:
---Eat what you can because when they start serving lunch at 12, it's gone at 11:50
---Sleep as much as you can because if you get to bed before 2, you're a lucky bastard
-and finally-
---You can know everything and fail a test; you can know nothing and ace a test...so really, just fuck it and do the best you can, there's always extra credit.


Friday, December 10, 2004

Currently Playing
Honky Tonk Christmas
By Alan Jackson
9. Santa's Gonna Come in a Pickup Truck
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There are many things that I don't understand.  In fact, I'm not so sure I WANT to understand them.  For instance, why do I think the most explicit and inappropriate thoughts when I'm in attendence of a religious gathering?  And why is the the only time I spend over $200 on somebody during Christmas?  Just because it's baby Jesus's birthday and he was born in a barn on a pile of hay, I feel it's okay to splurge my hard-earned money?  Must be something about the Yuletide that makes me exceptionally giving.  Most will say because Christmas time is when our generous Giver was born.  Let me remind everyone that baby Jesus was also generously murdered by the Jews.

Some other things that I can't quite grasp the reasoning of, (from a very objective point of view) :
-After you blow your nose...you look in the tissue.
-Women that fart when the pee.  Honestly, what is that?  (Michelle Morneault...that's for you.)
-That new seasonal birth control...the one where you only have four periods a year.  As if that's good for you.  Don't your eggs gets stale?
-You want what you can't obtain.
-The whole idea of absinence.  That is not humanly possible.  We are mammals.  We were created to procreate.
-Love.  Enough said.

Is love something that everyone, at one point or another?  Love is one of those words that no one really knows what it is.  Like color.  If you are colorblind, you have no idea what blue is.  If you are deaf, you have no idea what a flute sounds like.  If you are me, you have no idea what love is.  You have never felt it, seen it, heard it, but you've come close to tasting it.  BEEF JERKY IS LOVE PEOPLE.  Low in fats, sugars, and starches.  High in protein, but also in sodium.  But just drink a bottle of water with your jerky...and everything will be hunky-dory. 

I have so much to look forward to.


Monday, December 06, 2004

Currently Playing
Destination Unknown
By Mest
Cadillac
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Well, in the end, my friend, we will all be together again
Clutching onto my hand, in a valley we'll stand, just living again
And in a while, we'll smile, march on another mile
On hallowed hills, attached to the land we'll be still
No one's ever gonna say a thing
And we'll be together, together again
Taking off to the city on down

Just a while ago my soul was confused, amused at what it did not know
Days went by, and amusement cried, I decide to let
My soul fly on by itself , pick happiness up and bring it back to the shelf
We'll be okay one day, in this valley we'll stay
No more moving on, I knew it was right here all along
Won't have to hold your crown, no more looking around
Just holding you tight, in the city on down

Just a while ago my soul was confused, amused at what it did not know
But days went by and amusement cried
I decide it's time, I got to move on now
But I was so scared I was frightened, somewhat enlightened
So I changed shoes
Now I walk through a valley of color much better than the other
Way I did not know, but now we can be united

Miracle, miracle sighted, and I'm pulling it in
I know by now we can all walk together at a regular speed
Do you dare to be excited , are you aware somewhat delighted?
Are you aware somewhat delighted?
At what you did not know
Let's take it to the city on down



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